Confrentation -.-

Arguments are freaking pointless. No one wins and everyone gets hurt. I hate fighting. I hate yelling. I hate relationships. Sometimes I think that life would be so much better if no one met anyone. But then the world wouldn't spin round, would it? Still, I think confrentation is pointless and retarded.
War is pointless and peace is imposible. This is how our world works. ANd it's never been fair. Love is war, and war involves no love. So how does that even work out?
Faith is a fool's reassurance and the morals of society today are slowly being eaten alive by foul language, sexual excessivness and violence. Twisted minds are overcoming the world and warping everything good and pure. Children are born into dirt, nomatter where they're born. Everything is horrible and very few people are strong enough to withstand it. Most fall to thier knees in exhaustion.
God is beyond understanding. And quite frankly, I'm sick of trying to figure out why he lets his children tear themselves and his earth to pieces. It makes no logical sense and causes me to loose my sense of self along with my faith. All the evil in this world makes me doubt the kindness of God more than his existance.
I believe that God is out there, I just doubt whether he or jesus were right to pick this. To choose this, to let everyone suffer. I just don't think he has the answers anymore. Or maybe I'm just as confused about it as everyone else is now.

I need my music back... because I think my last marble was attached to it. I honestly could care less about what happens to me anymore. ANd the irony of all of it is that I'm not sure anyone will even read my plea. My cry.
I'm stuck. ANd it ****ing sucks. I just need some help. I need someone to help me stich my small fabric of sanity back together. Because I'm stranded in seas of people.

These conditions aren't ideal for small feats to be accomplished. In fact, they rather suck.

**** THE WORLD. I hate it all, but most of all I hate myself and him...both of them...their whole kind.

: ) Update

Alright. :) Today is a song reccomendation day. Here's a list. :D hehe






Animals. :) Very good song. : P I was actually a bit shocked the first time I listened to it. Enjoy! :D








Okay. Nevermind. I lied. That's not all that's going to happen today. But those two songs are pretty awsome. Haha

So I just wanted to tell you guys, I have another blog, it's kind of an investigation thing. ANd it's gonna be awesome! So go visit it. : ) it's:

http://thosethatdeservearoundofapplause.blogspot.com/

It's just an out cry for the lessers of society. :) It's gonna be good. haha And then I'm also managing two other blogs for friends of mine. One being:

http://shecouldsnapatanymoment.blogspot.com/


The second:


http://herrippleffect.blogspot.com/

They're majorly amazing.(I designed them myself) And they haven't started yet, but I'm told they're just trying to figure out what to write about. : ) So yeah. I hope you have fun.

Yeah, I don't have much to talk about today. Though I went to my school registration today and come to find myself slightly depressed about it. IT's a new year and I'm closer than ever to coming to end of childhood and it rather frightens me. I've only got 3 more summers until I start college. ANd that's crazy! ya know? I just feel like I barely have any time to decide what I'm going to do with my life and that's a scary thought. So yeah... I also went clothes shopping today. : ) Which I'm excited for. : )

And next week I get my IPhone. THen tommorow I have to go in for school pictures. Really exciting, let me tell you. : J ugh. Life.


















(this Is the one I'm getting)

Photography

Today I was just thinking about photography. I was thinking about how much I love it and how effective it can be. I also wondered what it might be like if they had never invented the camera. It would be kind of hard to have the computer.
But there are pictures that are photos that are everywhere that you don't even notice. You see them at school, you see them on comercials, magazines, and then you find out that someone took it during the great depression or something. My point is that a simple picture of a poor women during the great depression makes an echoing sound in the scholastic system. I've been in numerous schools and have seen it often in most all of them. (the picture I'm refering to is below. Let's see if you've seen it before.)









My bet is you've seen it before. Right? : ) It's kinda cool.

But yeah. So Let's do a random poem today. :)

The sunset is beautiful
Like a rose in bloom
But more spectacular
amazing and luminous
The horizon turns unnatural in color
Beautiful oranges and pinks
Every now and then a purple
The sunset is my paradise
It takes my breath away
And all I have to do is step out the door when the earth spins just right

I'm not sure how random that was. But whatever. : ) haha and a pretty picture or two. : D


















This is why I love it. : ) It brings beauty to the world and to my blog. :D Hehe That's all. :)