
I didn't really put much thought into today. I'm not even sure if I'll write much. I guess I'll just talk about what's been happening lately. Well about a week ago I turned 15 and got some stuff for my birthday. Then Sunday was my youngest sisters birthday and she turned 5. She's super sweet and cute. She got this little battery powered barbie car and when she gets stuck in it, She gets out and moves it so she can keep going.
Now that I say that outloud...I think little kids do a lot of things that could be taken as wise advice if you actually thought about the message they're giving. Like my sister's for example: "If you get stuck, Get out of the car and do something about it". Lol It's crazy how much you learn from just looking around.
Like watching a family fall into ruins, you learn what not to do for your own future family. You see what might have been done better. You see alternative choices that the people in the problem are blind to.
WHen you hear about drama at school. You see how horrible people can be, so you become better for not repeating others mistakes. For not getting high before school everyday like the kid that's been there longer than the rest of the people his age. Or the girl who has no right to spread rumors because she has a slightly different face than others. Humans are heartless sometimes. Especially today's children.
Most of them excepting violence and horrible language. Thinking it's okay to experiment with the opposite sex, drugs, and mistakes they all regret later.
It feels like no one is safe anymore. And it's sad. It's so sad. No one knows how to save themselves. How to not be stupid. How to not fall in love. HOw to not have sex. How to not give in to peer presure. How to NOT do things.
And anything kind is forgien to them. It's sad.
I know kids who don't even know how horrible their lives are. Don't even care how stupid their choices are. What's gonna happen next even though they've done it a thousand times.
I'm just mad at the world. It's so cruel. And God does nothing about it. Stupid God.